sunday: i dressed my lil sister up for a day in town.
pretty clouds dancing in the sky for my birthday :)
mommy bought this as an early birthday present. can’t wait to see how the photos turn out :)
last night, we had a riding/bbq/campfire session at our usual fort. it was nice having everyone around for the last time before fasting month starts. so, while helmi was away, getting more stuffs for the campfire. the guys decided to interrogate me about our upcoming wedding. it was all jokes and…
Heh this almost made me teary eh :x
I think I have these kind of guy friends too, always childish and stuffs and I won’t know when to take them seriously but when I do, it scares the begeezes out of me. I’m glad you and Abg Helmi have always been strong ^^ Love you, Kak Fitzzzzz
it was like a confession and i was about to go into full blast waterworks but someone, there’s always that someone, who will decide to spoil the moment. :)
treasure those friends because the ones whom you think never take you seriously are the ones who will be there for you always. the ones who claims to be there when you need them, will not be.
we have not always been strong. there were many, many times when we wanted to give up. even with a wedding nearing, i still feel like giving up.
for the very same reason i gave our friends, i know i can’t.
honestly, i don’t know if he feels the same way. i can only hope that he does.
but thank you and i love you too :)
last night, we had a riding/bbq/campfire session at our usual fort. it was nice having everyone around for the last time before fasting month starts. so, while helmi was away, getting more stuffs for the campfire. the guys decided to interrogate me about our upcoming wedding. it was all jokes and laughter and mainly just boys being boys teasing us. and suddenly, someone asked me: “what made you decide that you want to spend the rest of your life with helmi?” i was dumbfounded for a moment. these were the guys who have never once tried to have a serious conversation with me or anyone else, for that matter. who thinks life is one big cycle of never-ending fun. that’s when i realised that we have all grown up. even them, the boys i used to wait for, for them to end school so that we can go do one of our silly things. that’s also when i realised that everyone were very quiet, waiting for my answer. i couldn’t. i still refuse to accept that these were the very same boys that i watched growing up and now they are talking about settling down. finally, i said, “because i know i cannot be without him. he has been my life, is my life and will always be my life.” moment of silence, for a little bit longer. someone decides to break into a very horrible rendition of a wedding song. boys!
Under 18 - Rufio